Hello Matt
So true matt! Your words really made me think , you are right I should not connect what she is doing to myself it could be something about her or about something that I may not understand.And also you are right the mystery is what bothers me the most the fact that I dont understand it ! I will try to direct my attention on forgiving myself no matter what happened and forgiving her and hoping the best for the both of us even if it doesn’t work out between us .
Thank you