If you know your writing is bad, try fixing it? This isn’t dislexia or a language barrier, this is laziness. “Are” is three letters. You can handle three letters. If you miss vowels out because you’re typing too quickly, go back and put them in. It’s really disrespectful to expect people read something so long and difficult to read when you are the one who needs help and advice. At least put in the extra work to make it easy for us to understand what your problem is.

From what I gather, you and this guy are a drama battery. Probably wise to steer clear. Was that your question? I don’t know, I can’t read your mangled ramble!