And what if i truly feel that it’s okay to visit his profile?….It’s not,but,thoughts,thoughts,thoughts…

When i went on vacation,i didn’t have internet connection and i was free,no worries about anything but..then i went back home..

So,it’s all about taking control of my thoughts? Can this cause me any problems? …i don’t want to be insane.
It’s better when you do sth with free mind,if i can control it i maybe lose my sanity.I don’t know if it’s right.I don’t want to feel any pressure by myself.If I have the temptation in front of me maybe i’ll obey,but if i don’t have any,it’s easier to do it.

I’ved tried to persuade myself not to do it, ………oh.