Hi Bren, that sounds so much like me about 8 months ago and I do still have my bad days… but it does get better and brighter. I also suffer anxiety which it got really bad with I split with my fiance. I had the extreme lonliness and lost feeling 🙁 it is the most horrible feeling. But I prayed that it would change and gradually it has. I do believe you must get out and socialise and meet new people. Not referring to men, but hey when you feel ready there is no harm in having some nice male company 🙂 … this was my second big split and serious heartbreak, I am 37 and I wish I could be guaranteed that it would never happen again, but unfortunately life is weird like that. Try and focus on trying to be strong for yourself and build up a good friendship circle. I made the mistake of dating a guy about 2 months ago and it made me worse as I was still anxious and wasnt ready mentally for it. Hugs to you and believe me it will get better and you WILL meet someone else and fall in love again. Life is all about LOVE 🙂 xx