Thanks Howard!

I know he has feelings for me, I know he loves me, but he is paralysed by fear and it is not about what I would like it to be, it;s about what I deserve.
I have no hard feelings for him, the other way around, but I am vulnerable right now and not being in contact is helping me to build up a new core and protect myself for further damage.
Love must be something that flows, not something constricted by a lack of warmth. We have to learn the hard way that not everybody is on the same page, but that’s life
Thanks for your prays, I am very confident you will overcome this situation too
Choose the sunny side and everyday you will feel a bit better and a bit is much more than nothing 🙂