Yohannes,

If your dog is the reason to keep breathing then please keep breathing for him – pets are our Angels here on earth !

Just try to take it one day at a time and do not think further than that – if you do, you will overwhelm yourself with concerns about the future.

Please treat your depression – here is a link to get you started:
http://www.helpguide.org/mental/treatment_strategies_depression.htm

If you feel suicidal you can chat online to a person that will listen – here is the link for that:
http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/gethelp/lifelinechat.aspx

There are days when we feel like the darkness will never go away but the sun always rises ! Please listen to this one song called ‘The Sun is rising’ by Britt Nicole – if not anything it will get you thru the day – here is the link:

GOD bless !