Hi everyone, thanks for your replies.

It seems like everyday I change my mind about what i want. One minute Im ok with moving up to 2 hours away, then i want to stay at home, then I want to move only a little bit away.

I especially like what Katie said, I feel exactly like this and I can feel my anxiety rising and confidence fading with each year Ive been home since uni – I, like you, felt like my life really was on hold. While I love my mom more than anything, I felt like still living with her was starting to eat away at my self confidence, which was in turn affecting every area of my life! So I decided there was not going to be any perfect time and I just needed to frickin do it already even if it didn’t feel 100% comfortable

Ive found a job I was thinking of applying for which is 2 hours from home, but im not sure if even want the job, or want to apply for it. If i get an interview it then wont be worth the sick day to go to it if im not prepared to move there.

Im just so mixed up and everytime I come up with some sort of plan, someone says something which makes me rethink everything again. The only ‘plan’ i have as such is the idea of taking a fixed term job so I can get experience for a year or so and if i dont like the job area or the town then i have an end in sight and can move.

For the rest of the time i just sit reading through tinybudda articles about taking risks and forgetting fear and while i understand it and know it makes sense, its nit sinking in enough for me to get up and say yes im going to do it.