Bruno,

It sounds like you have a lot going for you, like the fact that you have dreams. Hold on to them. Try to ignore the ignorance and judgement of other people. I can’t imagine how difficult that must be in such a small town. If you can, and have access to, try to get away sometimes to a bigger town. Get away. Meantime at home know that every day you get up and push through is one more day closer to those two years from now when you can get out of that town and way from all those judgmental people. There are a great deal of people in the world that understand and are compassionate and will accept you for who you are. Believe that and know that you have a light at the end of the tunnel. You can escape from your town in a couple years and find those people and be embraced by them and not rejected. Just hold on. Keep your dreams in mind and get on the internet.. use it to connect with people who have the same dreams you do and who can empathize with you. You aren’t alone.

Keep strong.