Pooch and the other guys….. I talked talked to her that day, she had some problems and called me late in night. I understood.
We saw eachother yesterday, laughed, acted normal around one another. In the end of the night, a talk led to another and she admited to still have feelings for me, that i was the reason that she was so sad for past few weaks. Tried to omit some things to keep her pride, but i knew it wasn’t true that she was happy at anytime because of our break up. We talked a lot, it was so good to see her…..i love her very much. It seems that even by knowing what her real feelings for me are, she wouldn’t give me any room to kiss her, or to do anything. I don’t know what to do, what move to make. We ended the night as friends, but i don’t see any reasons for at least a kiss, not to happen. We both still like eachother, we miss eachother, we have an amazing connection, it’s so easy for us to laugh and relax…… she saw that i really changed. So why?
We’re gonna meet, probably, this saturday. I know i don’t have her, but i’m so afraid that something is gonna happen soon and she gonna stop loving me…..it’s so hard to not have any hope at all….
my question becomes: how to give up hope and just let it happen?