and Somehow and that very crucial time, i suddenly think about God, haha…

I talked to Him in my head, and then gradually

i calmed myself

and very mysteryly, i stopped crying and start watching entertainment show for almost 3 days

and did nothing, haha…

after 3 days, i suddenly (again) get inspired and wanted to try to be an property agent…

after that although it wasnt successful, but very fortunately i got scholarship and finally can go back

to study…