Hi qqlove, you still love this man after you had a miscarriage and he refused to come to you?

It’s always easier for an outsider to comment and pour scorn on these things but I can relate to you here, however I think the fact you have remained strong and kept up NC is brilliant and you should continue.

What make you think he will change now and be the person you want??

He does not deserve you and once you realize that yourself, any notion of contacting him other than to tell him he is an idiot and you are glad he is out of your life, the better!