Forgot to say one thing.
After all we went through, i can understand the break up, like i said. What i don’t think is possible, is for someone, despite being happy, to forget all the feeling and love for the guy they loved, the most special guy of their lives. Or does that happen too?
Then i look at myself…and sometimes i don’t even see a guy worthy of love, or a man…. i’ve been duped so many times that i feel unable to feel like an object of desire for anyone, let alone hers.