Anne, are you saying i should ask her out, to get disappointed once again? To maximize the pain or something, so the sadness can drive me away from her? I don’t know if i follow….
Thanks for your hugs. I know it gets better, i’ve been there many other times. But it’s so painful to walk away without much fight from the woman i wanted to build a big part of my life with, my friend, my lover, my partner.
Do you guys think i should stop talking about this?