It has been seven weeks since this all happened and me and my boyfriend had to split. It has been extremely difficult and I feel like I have made no progress.
I feel like I am lost. I am grieving for the loss of my boyfriend, his family and a home I thought was mine also. I am grieving for our future, for my future. All my memories of India, the language, the culture, all the things I had to learn mean nothing now.
I have no idea where I am supposed to go now or what I am supposed to do. I currently do not have a job,and I can’t seem to make a decision on where to look for one. I can’t make a decision to do anything.
It feels like my future is bleak and I don’t want to take a step forward into my disappointing life.
I thought my life was going to be an adventure with the love of my life and now it feels like it will be disappointing.
I have no dreams. My dreams have been taken away.

Please, does anyone have any words to help me through this. I am so lost.