Hi Troubled,

As I read your words I can whole-heartedly emphasize with you. When going through a great loss such as the one you went through with your grandfather it is easy to loose ourselves in a midst of it all. I to lost my grandfather and felt that a huge part of myself and my light went with him – but know that you can and will get this back in time. If you are open to talking with a counsellor about some of the things you are feeling, this could be a great start for you in moving forward within your life. It could also help in terms of building back the trust that you do not feel with your husband. Make healing yourself your number one priority for as long as you need, everything else can wait.

With warmth

Tiny Butterfly