@xwhy

I don’t have words to express… This morning I was heading to office with mind full of thoughts and your post just read my mind. Each day this guy makes me feel and think different. One day I’m more than a friend and the next day he doesn’t have a girlfriend. It’s really too much to take. And as you correctly said, I don’t need this. Before I met this person, I could scream and shout with a content heart that I’m happy. I don’t have that energy anymore, in just 15 days.

And I actually felt like a puppet, to behave in a way I know what am I for him, only to know later that it’s different each day. I now recollect, when asked who am I for him, his voice went SO low, I could bearly hear him, shows the level of commitment!

I did what I felt like, asked him to drop his plans to meet over the weekend. Just can’t handle the feeling of being used by someone. To justify, I told him I cannot see a direction (forget about having a future) to this unnamed relation! There is no reason for me to invest in it.