Thanks for the response, bayyyy. You are right. I shouldn’t need his validation. I already know he doesn’t care anyway. He has chosen to break up with me rather than get engaged. I guess the decision was made for me and he showed zero emotion over the break up. It’s tough to swallow, but that says a lot if someone holds all the power because they honestly don’t care if it works or not. Not only do I have to go through a breakup, I also have to pack up and entire household, find a new place to live that I can actually afford (proving to be near impossible) and somehow adjust to the fact that I missed my last chance for a family. You sound very strong…I wish I had some of that.