Thank you so much for your responses. Deep down I love him and want this to work. I called off our engagement. I just need time to forgive and move on. Maybe this is a sign that we need to focus and work on our relationship more before we settle into marriage. I don’t want to test or trap him to see what happens. If he really loves me things will change and hopefully this is a wake up call to him. And if things don’t work out and this behavior continues I will need to let go and go forward solo. I deserve to be happy and value myself more than anything and anyone.
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