Hey there Lily,

What you are feeling is quite natural during phases of transition and you should give yourself major kudos for your courage to take on these challenges. Having gone through a lot of changes myself this year, I can honestly say that it’s worth the risk of letting go of certain things and venture into the unknown if it is consistent to your values in life. Sure there will be heart breaks and disappointments on the way but because you are living in a manner you choose rather than a manner that’s been imposed on you, you will find ways to over come these challenges. Along this path, you will also encounter like minded spirits and it is always better to meet someone that is on the same path rather then straying from your path to meet them because no relationship should come at the. Oat of fulfilling your life’s purpose.

A book that I recommend for someone in the transition phase is “The Alchemist” by Paulo Coelho. It helped me a lot when I was in a situation like yours.