Dear Inky,

Everyone asked me if he had someone else. I kept saying no because to be honest… I don’t think he’s that kind of person. But I feel like I don’t know him anymore. I asked him about the girl but he denied it. His story… doesn’t seem to make sense to me. I’m really trying my best to believe what he said but it sounds so weird to me.

Maybe, being in a 3 years relationship makes him want to be alone for now. But you know, you don’t get into relationships for that. You can’t just go into one and expect to walk out of it. You go into it because you know you’re going to fight your brains out for it.

after what i said about never appearing in front of him, i actually do mean it. I wont call him anymore. Because he said he feels happier now without me. If being alone makes him feel happier I’ll do it. Because I love him so much. Even if he has someone else, if she makes him happier, I shouldn’t try to change anything. I don’t think he will ever call me again. He will never regret or return. Since he’s living such a great life without me why would he? It’s just so weird. I had so many questions. He couldn’t answer them. And now suddenly every question doesn’t even matter anymore. What matters most is… I’m not the one to make him happy and he has made that very clear for me.

(although i literally begged and asked all my questions for 2 hours.)