Hi Yue, your answer hit the spot. I am myself trying to quit my job, end my apt lease and travel for a few months “to find myself”. I feel my life has been in this cycle for the past 14 years – completely focused on having the perfect relationship. I am not the best at handling radical changes, but I think at this point, it is completely necessary. I am terrified yes, and don’t feel confident enough to be able to enjoy my own company, meet people and have fun, but I know i have to pull myself up and do it now or I will probably regret it.

Thanks again for your kind words.
S.