Thanks for your opinion. I’m feeling like my realization has brought up a fear of intimacy for me. I have been through some very difficult emotional turmoil in my life. I have been sitting with my emotions since the first post and I feel the anxiety arises when I imagine being intimate. This is whats difficult for me because I love her. I feel this is also merged in with a lack of self love for myself disabling my ability to truly love and be loved. I had a very difficult childhood.
Though I run this site, it is not mine. It's ours. It's not about me. It's about us. Your stories and your wisdom are just as meaningful as mine. 