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Samantha
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I’m divorced 15 years ago & no one guy in my life after that until last year i met someone from social networking, it was relationship for long-distance, we were great together and all went well until a month ago he broke up our relationship with the reason is he can’t go on because it’s not working. I met him on March 2014, i asked him, is he has wife? And he said that he is on divorce process just waiting the approval from the priest but he got the approval paper from local government to approve their divorce process (i’m not checking up….it was stupid i’m). A month after that we continue to serious relationship. Everything is going well at that time, we talked & discuss everything via telephone, whatsapp, viber or others and everyday we meet on skype. Oneday he back to his country to celebrate of Easter and also for consult/mediation for their divorce process..he said. A month after that he is back to country of place he work with his wife & he told me that sorry we can’t divorce because family & priest didn’t gave approval. But he still want us to be together,so we decided to continue, just let it flow…..another stupid i’m. Until last January 2015 everything still well but at the end of January, i called him to his cellular like usual, He didn’t answer me. 6 hours after that he called me & got really angry, he said that i’m disturbing him. And only with that reason he decided to broke up our relationship..that’s it. I’m shocked & desperate. I send some of our intimate chat & picture of him to his wife. I feel want to revenge, if he broke me he has too. I’m very angry, it’s really hurt, why he do that to me. With nothing special reason suddenly he broke up. Until now i always blamed myself why i called him. I can’t let him go, I still need him, I want his back to my life. I don’t have any family or friend. My family don’t want to know about me since 25 years ago when I’m married with my ex-husband. My friends run away from me when I’m in the bad situation of marriage and financial. So, I’m alone in this world until I met him, so that’s why i’m depended on him. It have been 2 month I’m not be with him but everyday I’m still crying. How to move on?? Please help me, I don’t know what I have to do now. I’m resign from my work 3 months ago so I’m at home just thinking of him always. Now i can saw him..maybe he has girl friend now. because his whatsapp, viber, glide or skype always busy..he always online. I can’t stop to stalking him but it’s really hurt to see he is online. My daughter always angry if I’m doing that. Now I’m still thinking to send all of his intimate picture to his office to make him also broken like me. Can I do that? Please help me, how to stop to thinking him. I still need him to come back to me.