Thank you for the responses! I have been stuck thinking it over and over again and I can’t “think” of what I am passionate or love anymore… I had a very rough winter, my body gave out and I was sick with colds and ear infections over the winter and losing weight and getting myself caught up in a resentful mindset confirming my theory that no one cared about me… I did read more blogs over the last few days and read more about being grateful and started my gratitude journal. I also had a good cry and thought this being Easter weekend would be a good time to let go and forgive and it’s a beautiful day here and today I am all alone and I am going to take a walk and enjoy the day. I think I do have that thought playing in my mind saying negative things and I am not sure how to stop it or if I try to ignore it or if try to think about something else or confront it? It’s there, looking for validation, and when I am disappointed or hurt, it pops up and it validates itself “see no one cares”… And yes, I do need to start being more self caring.