Thank you both for the advice, somehow its tough listening to your own intuition. My intuition tells me what will told me, that I should just let her go because it really is over. Part of me also never thought it was and I even though I like your advice Christopher, I just don’t want to seem like im begging for her to hang out with me, I do have some self respect. I feel as though she wouldn’t hang out with me, not because of her own choice but she is also influenced by family and friends.

I forgot to mention something. I poured my heart into a letter for her last year and she really didn’t care. She doesn’t care to know how im doing for what it seems like, so is this clear that she doesn’t care anymore? Or is she still hurt?