I am losing my mind again…I feeling like calling her thrashing her for treating me like crap. She still exists in my thoughts..its my anger I guess. I have dreams too about her…mostly I end up pissed off or hurt. Why am I mad at her…should I just forget my anger and live with it or should I call her and at least express it to her…!! This question harasses me like hell. I am not even sure if venting out my anger to her will help me.

The burden just seems to be pushing me down evvevery time I rise. I just wanna get out of the abyss of despair.