I am updating to let everyone know that I have been accepted to the #1 program of my choice. I purposely have chosen a much cheaper college to take control of one of my concerns about cost. Having implemented a plan of financial action, gotten accepted, and having put some time between this first post, I no longer feel afraid.

I also no longer feel paranoid about my financial future or society. I know I am in control. I made no bad decisions; I just made lessons.

Thank you all for your support.

PS: There was someone who re-posted my situation but they were not me. I believe they were a robot.