I went on online dating for the first time in my life in 2009. I decided then to meet as many men as I could but not be intimate with any. I met more than a hundred men within a few months, had many first dates and some seconds, thirds. When I met a man in a coffee place, let’s say, I concentrated on the pleasure of just meeting another person and having a conversation without worries or expectations to have or not to have a relationship with that person. eventually I did develop a relationship with one man (Man # 94) and ended up marrying him at 49 years old! Had rough times but in the context of relationships and mental health I made a lot of healing in the context of this relationship, following therapy. Do you think somethinglike that may work for you???
anita