I don’t know how I can help you when I’m stuck in same problem. I don’t know what’s happening in this world. Innocent people and kids are dying. Its hard for me to believe that God exist and if he does exist why he’s not doing anything about it. World is filled with racism, poverty and war. Isis are beheading people cause we are not like them, people are dying cause of poverty while rich people spend millions on things they don’t actually need. It truly doesn’t make sense. We cant do anything. We can only try to help. World needs to wake and see how far this has gone. It all depends on our fate and Gods hands. We are just puppets we can only see what’s been happening we are helpless