Dear ab786:
You asked “what should I do?” I am quite tempted to tell you what to do. It is so clear to me what it is that you should do. But I don’t want to be that person that tells people what to do. Seems arrogant to me and I have done that many times. Hmmm… Okay, I will just tell you the thoughts I had as I read your whole post: I was thinking: this girl has problems. I thought she is not honest. I thought whe is mind **** you and is sometimes manipulative.
she may have a valid point here and there, much like a broken clock is right twice every 24 hours, but overall she is dishonest, untrustworthy to tell the truth- either to herself and/ or to you.

Do you agree with me? On any or much or all of it?

If you agree enough- how do you feel about placing yourself in a position where you are emotionally dependent on a person who is dishonest, manipulative, untrustworthy and who at times made you feel good? I mean. the feel good at times is the reason motivating you to keep contact?

What do you do when you are attracted to a person who is dishonest, untrustworthy and hurtful to you?

anita