Ps I’m not working diligently any time-i’m too wracked with anxiety to do anything, and meanwhile I’m watching the world and my family live without me, this is really scaring me more every day. So frightened it’ll get worse until I’m frightened all day to the same extent I am when it gets dark. I have shrunk my husband’s life to the extent he can’t leave my side when he’s at home with me…what do I do when I’m too frightened to be alone in the day but but too scared to have anyone except my husband here with me, bearing in mind I’ve destroyed our relationship too.

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