Hey Anita,
Thank you for writing to me. Yeah i got it. I will do deep breathing often. I messed up last night completely. It was not intentional but do not know how to take things now. Things and issues are always minute between us, but they are taking wrong shapes. They are going out of control now. Earlier he used to forget about the fights, now he sticks to all. We again had issue last night for nothing again over a small thing, I was eating and eating and he objected you have been eating since evenign and I felt bad on that.
I did not talk to him for 2 hours, I went off to sleep and i spoke to him around mid night and then he was so irritated . I did not start humbly i was so angry and irritated that he did not come to me to talk. Anyways do not know where the life is going. The issue was not that big but till today morning we had issues over that and he is not convinced and we are not talking to each other. Enough, I do not know how to put up with this mess. and I do not even want to lose this relation. I think its the stress at the new job.