Hey Matt and Bethany,

Thank you for taking the time to reply here. I will take your ideas into consideration.

@Bethany – The source of all this has kinda accumulated over the years and it will take me a while to truly walk away from it, work through the knots – there are patterns of all-for-nothing thinking, emotional reasoning, certain habits i have picked up to cope but yes, it no longer worries me like before or makes me hate life the way i used to. Everything is still the same, i only have new eyes that are taking time to get used to the world i see differently now.

@Matt – Thanks, I will surely try. I have got so much to learn tbh 🙂

Regards,
Moon