Hi Perry – I hope your feeling a little better by the time you read this. I know its hard and you feel absolutly dead inside. I very much understand. I could only provide advice to be gentle on yourself and surround yourself with positive things and people. Do things that will make you a little more happy and most of all try to get outside. Just being in nature, breathing in fresh air always helps me. It opens up my mind to reflect more. I hope you live near a forest, beach or mountains so you can do this. Im sure you alwasy here or read this, but the universe places people in our paths at the right time to teach us what we need to learn and will remove them when they no longer server us. If they stay great and if they leave thats great too. Everything is ever changing. Its hard to swallow that notion right now, but in time and if we trust in the process we will see it to be true. I am trying to understand all this myself : )

Much love.