4 years is a long time to let go of. But believe me they will fade away with time – I ended a 5.5 year relationship about 3 years ago and now am with my current partner for 2 years. Time is the best healer and inside, there is still a lot of healing to be done – Enjoy your time with your new partner and become involved with you.

I kind of threw away every single thing my ex gave me, deleted his number from my phone (still seem to remember it though haha) and finished it all. But i still cried sometimes, felt sorrow and longing. certain songs i avoided which reminded me of my ex, Thats okay, its actually normal. I remember hearing this song which kind of described us perfectly –

“Ain’t it funny how some things,
look so different from afar
When it comes to me and you
The mirror stole our perfect view
Now there is nothing left we can do
And the story is done at last
For the ghost of flowers past”

Now its like, eh whatever, past is past. i finally have met someone who deserves me.

Regards
Moon