Hey Jack! I’m actually a buddhist and I’ve been raised as one. You believe in Christ? GOOD! Stand by that! Buddhism is beautiful because you can be both buddhist and christian, in my humble opinion. “Believe nothing, no matter where you read it, or who said it, no matter if I have said it, unless it agrees with your own reason and your own common sense.” I believe that buddhism is really a spiritual thing rather than a religion. I used to attend temples and “worship” him but I stopped that because that is not what he intended (not there is anything wrong with that!). I still consider myself a buddhist though. Don’t feel like you’re being torn between the two, embrace both of them.