Hello all,has been a while since ive been on here.Am slowly moving on but am feeling depressed which i recognise.Am finding it hard to go to work and be productive and am drinking heavier each night.An i know this is no good for me.Am needing a kick in the ass as im just moping around home being unproductive.Cant wait for this shit year to finish and start fresh next year.Have gone out for a dinner date with someone as i thought it would be good medicine for me,but was quite the reverse effect.