No,let me try to clarify it. She seems essentially confused with what she wants. She has me who she claims she loves. I am now telling her that I want to be with her and can see myself marrying her at the same time there is her X of 4 months, who also wants to be with her. This is the view of her eyes the way I think she sees it. She never opened up to her X because she was always thinking about me. So for that reason she broke up with him.

To be honest this is such a mess and it’s so unfortunate that she decided to leave in the first place because we really had something very special. I know based on what’s happening what the logical think to do is but its so hard because I care and lover her so much.