Hi Anita,

I guess I’m still trying to understand because the way he broke up with me(he messaged me btw) saying he doesn’t love me anymore 3 weeks after saying the opposite and acting like he did (my bday was in early November. He sent me flowers, chocolates, a card and a balloon) makes it hard to believe his words. Also it is weird to me that he would disappear like this. I sent him a message today and he saw but didn’t reply.
I can’t understand what happened and I guess that if I did it would be easier to believe this is over and move on.
I try to convince myself that I should let go but something inside me keeps me from doing so.
I wonder if somethings else is going on in his life and all this make me wonder if after the storm is gone he’ll realize he actually loves me.
He paid for his ticket, I paid for mine and the hotel reservations plus engagement dinner (for 80 people)!!!

I don’t want the money back. What I need is an honest conversation face to face but he denies me that.

Also he never apologized for breaking my heart. He only said he didn’t want me to hate him.

• This reply was modified 8 years, 11 months ago by Susannah.