Anita,
Thank you so much for your support.
He has just told me he will never make me happy and lets agree to end the marriage.
I have fought for this marriage for 3 years and no longer going to fight no more and I give up, finally!
I am going leave and visit family in USA for a while and I have told him to start the process to sale the house as I am so over trying to believe in him!
I don’t want to leave my dog, but I have to get out of here asap, all i know is that i want to get as far away form him as possible as I can’t be here no more.
I know i am running away but I need space so I can pull myself together and walk for good as I just want to be happy and he is too selfish and a coward to fix himself, rather than blame me