Hi Thank you so much for replying, I haven’t been able to talk to anyone about this and it’s been on my mind for a couple years now. I am not sure myself what the problem is but I always have to be around friends to be happy. I want people to like me and talk to me. I get really sad/lonely when I don’t see them. I think the big picture is I depend too much on other people for happiness and fulfillment. I also want to understand how people can leave a place they have known and move away with no problem because I THINK my dependency is holding me back. I could never just move to new york from texas just like that. It maybe because all my friends are here in texas or maybe because I’m scared of not knowing anyone in New York and starting fresh. I dont know whats really wrong with me, but it hurts and I want to fix it.