Dear cath:

I am sorry you are having such a tough time!

The fact that you were not in the position to financially live with your boyfriend makes it clear to me that indeed you had no other choice but to move elsewhere so to have a job and be able to financially support yourself.

Please do share about your rage attacks with your mother who intends still on getting a divorce. It is her personal business and I hope she is not burdening you with it. It is hers to deal with and you have enough on your plate.

Please share, there may be things to examine and evaluate and once done, clear up your mind and heart so life becomes easier for you. Do you think it is a good idea for you to share examples or specifics for examination, insight and deeper understanding for the purpose of promoting your well being?

anita