Anita,

I can see how one can go one way or the other. Some of the Greatest artists and musicians and other creative geniuses out there create their best work when they are in their deepest depressions – I guess it depends on the individual?

For me, my worst moments have given me enlightenment as it has been in the moments of craving death that I was conflicted with craving life.

It is funny you should mention acting classes, I am looking into this. I use to do drama at school and WOW the empowerment I felt – I can feel that rush right now!! I am quite a shy timid girl but acting allows you to be ANYBODY,ANYTHING. Life gets hold of you and we do not always surround ourselves in the things we love.

I have been experimenting with meditation classes, joining webpages such as “Tiny Buddha”. I paint a lot to allow my creative side out (as I mentioned before, I am not very good but I enjoy). I surround myself with nature but I am open to anything else you suggest.

As for my career path I hope it will be shown to me soon.

Bevan