@anita
Yeah.
Sometimes I feel like I’ll be alone forever. I’ll always be unsatisfied with my life. I feel like I can’t heal because I’m scarred and scars don’t heal.

But I don’t want any of that. I want to be happy and to look forward to wake up to another day. I want people to see me and say that’s somebody. I want friends who are loyal and will stick by my side no matter what.

But I feel like nobody. Nothing. Empty. Sad. Depressed. Angry. Mad. Deprived. Weak. Lazy. Terrible.

I don’t know what to do. My whole life I’ve been like this. Nothing ever gets better. I wish there was something I can know. Something I can do that will make me happier. All I want is to be happy.