Anita,thankyou so so much for all your help and support,I can’t tell you how much I appreciate it.
I didn’t send the email in the end,i wanted to sit on it for a couple of days before I did.
Out of the blue he has been texting loads saying he’s missing me and can we make it work!?! Total shock,I was mot expecting that. He’s asked me to meet him on friday! I would have A LOT of changing to do!! Really don’t know if I can do it! I’ve been looking at mindfullness videos,maybe if I could just relax more that could help with my jealousy and possesiveness!! Not sure if I want something full on again for now either! Just getting over my heartbreak! Do I want to go through it all again! Xx