Vinni, she’s told you loud and clear what the problem is. You can’t really do anything in a situation like this. You just have to accept. Happens to everyone, buddy. You’re not the only one, trust me.
Here is some constructive criticism for you. I get the feeling from your post that you’ve been kind of “coasting” with this girl. No stable job. Jumping from school to school to be with her. That’s not cool man. This doesn’t sound like you’re taking care of yourself. You can’t be like that in a relationship. In fact, you can’t be like that at all! You need to have solid ground to stand on. You don’t want the other person to constantly support you. It’s a burden. I think this is a good wake up call for you. Use this time to figure out what you want out of YOUR life. Become the person you’d want others to see when they look at you.
What you’re going through is very painful, but it’s probably one of the best lessons life can throw at you. Use this time to reflect on 6 years the two of you spent together. Understand what you did wrong and what you can do to not make the same mistakes again. Understand what you want out of life and out of your next relationship. This almost sounds bad, but i think everyone should go through at least one heartbreak in the life. Hopefully sooner than later. It’s a real eye-opening experience and once you get past it and one day find yourself in a much better position (and you will) you’ll be thanking heavens that it happened.
I wish you luck and please post again and share how you’re doing.
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