Id like to avoid specifics, if at all possible. This is a public forum, after all.

I think the fact that he is a drunk, and has actively told me on many occasions that he would support that lifestyle for my child by providing them with alcohol and drugs if they requested it is reason enough for concern.

I do appreciate every word that you type, and I’m glad you can see the complex nature of my situation. I don’t so much think I’m going crazy.