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Hi Anita firstly thank you so much for your patience with me. I meant that she continued to have a conversation with me and why do you think that she did so? Not that you said she did.
Also there has been an update. We talked today. She posted a Facebook Status saying ouch (in pain I guessed) so the conversation went like this.
Me: “Hey Natalia”
Her: “Hi Khalood!” My names Khalid but Khalood is like a nickname that’s typical.
Me: “I saw your status and was just wondering what that’s about are you ok?”
Her: “Haha I have cramps and my mouth is full of blisters or, however, you call it”
Me: “Aww that sucks it’s ok put like a hot water bottle maybe that’ll help. Blisters are a side effect”
Her: “Too Lazy hahah”
She then sends a voice note saying where the blisters are and that it’s due to lack of some vitamins and explains it to me.
Me:”I’ve never gotten one of those! Take the vitamins! I hope it gets better get some supplements”
Her:”I get them all the time it sucks hahah I should lol. How’s uni and u in general?”
Me:”I love my Spanish Class. It’s so much fun. The teachers hilarious”
Her: “That’s awesome. Hahaha aren’t we all(Spaniards)
So I then sent her a voice note telling her about how the teacher censored a presentation with a girl wearing a bikini.
Her: “I saw it lol” (I posted the picture on facebook)
Me: “She said kalba and it means dog in Arabic. So she told this girl Kalba and she got offended (the word has a different meaning in Spanish.)
Her: “Hahahaha oh well, weird”
Me: “I really like that class it’s cool”
Her: “So like social life lol partying?”
Me: “Good I’ve just been around with my friends trying some new things I’m going to a show soon and I joined this survival group”
Her: “Hahaha cool nice”
Me: “We go to the desert and try to survive and no I don’t wanna party hahaha not right now”
Her: “Cool why not lol”
Me: “Hows it going with you”
Her: “Parties are fun. It’s good! I’m going to the Netherlands on Thursday till Monday to party. Carnival is huge there so ya. In Spring break I’m going to Cancun and I’m going out a lot meeting lots of new people hahahah also studying so yea haha”
Me: “That’s so cool you’re gonna see all your friends! Are they excited the netherland ones”
Her: “Yes super hahaha”
Me: “That’s awesome are you going with your mom still”
Her: “Where? To Cancun? Yeees”
Me: “That sounds so cool! Enjoy”
Her: “I will I wanna get brown in Spring Break and come all tanned hahahaha.”
Me: “LOL you mean all burnt. Don’t forget to put sun screen!!! But ya you get pretty dark darker than me when I tan” (She always got sun burnt and I use to tell her to put sun screen and put it on for her when she repeatedly said no back when we were dating LOL and I use to put them in her bag all the time without her noticing hahaha she always thought she wouldn’t tan enough if she put it)
Her: “hahaha exactly. I still ahve the tan lines from Dubai actually. They show very little”
Me: “Natalia that’s insane”
Her: “But you can see some lines. Those are staying with me forever lol.”
Me: “You got burnt so bad hahaha”
Her: “Dubai sun is killer”
Me: “Ya screw the summer here but its so cold now. I went out in a shirt yesterday”
Her: “Cuz I fell asleep hahaha” (how she got sunburnt when she fell asleep at the pool)
Me: “I was gonna die its 14 degrees so cold” (Yes that is very cold here in Dubai LOL)
Her: “That’s amazing so jealous.
Me: “You fell asleep for hours HAHAHAHA”
Her: “Ya lol that didn’t change. I fall asleep anywhere. It’s so annoying.”
Me: “Keep it like that its funny LOL”
Her: “hahaha ya I’m not changing lol”
Me: “What’s that website where you watch Spanish movies with English subtitles?”
Her: “Pelis24.com”
Me: “Ok cool I’m gonna try to rewatch dragon ball in Spanish maybe I’ll learn or any show”
Her: “Yalla (Arabic word meaning come on) good luck with that. Maybe one day we can have a super good fluent convo in Spanish.”
Me: “We will I’ve gotten so much better”
Her: “I can imagine, that’s good Khaloudi” This is another nickname. My family calls me Khaloudi. (My names Khalid) She use to call me Khaloudi before we broke up as well.
Me: “I think so but I’m not pro yet. Did anything happen with modeling?”
Her: “Cool oh ya but I’ve decided to wait till I’m 18 so that I don’t have to depend on my parents when going and all so yea haha”
Me: “Ya that’s smart good luck with that”
Her: “Thanks haha”
Me: “I have to go I’m walking home so the internets cutting”
Her: “Okaay was nice talking to you Khalid haha”
“It’s getting better (Inserts smiley face and thumbs up)”
Me: “It was really nice talking to you. See ya later natopato (I use to call her that before we broke up)”
What do you think of this conversation? It seems she’s opening up more but why do you think so? And what do you think she meant by it’s getting better? We were very close before we broke up practically best friends just adding that in there.
Thank you!