Dear dreaming715:

I would guess that you want to meet him for coffee one last time so to get a repeat of the feelings you had the first time you met him for coffee: “Our first date was to meet for coffee. Coffee turned into dinner and a long night of talking and laughing. I fell extremely hard for this person. He absolutely captivated me and made me feel excited about life again. He made me feel special and wanted.” (from your original post).

I don’t think it is crazy to want to re-experience such an experience, to feel excited about life again. What do you think?

anita