Hi Anita,

Thank you so much for asking. It is as if things moved forwards, and then backwards again, and then forward. To tell the truth, I’ve had a few panic attacks and went to a doctor and he confirmed. So it’s been rough…
I was out of town – to the town where ex lives, but I was there with friends. I met him for a day and it was actually good at the time it happened…but now I feel sad again.
Doctor told me to take medicines to control the panic..maybe i should just do it.
My friends don’t listen to me anymore, they’ve lost their patience…so this is my best resource right now.